The Endless Dream

Remain lost on the outskirts I done felt the pain and it hurts, love left a bittersweet taste in my mouth I knock down the mental walls build upon my old dreams create new objects with new words because I left the old me behind but my mind is a haunted castle and I’m like Dracula in love with sunlight it just won’t work so if anybody ask you who I be , say I’m just a prize fighter with a broken down pen trying to win again and somebody said I fell off nigga fuck your opinion because I’m gonna stay winning so what you got to say does not concern me at all because if I ever fall believe me this you fell a long time ago how do I know because you ain’t never been as good as me you were just a shadow among the light you clueless to how the machine works you got played for a sucker then tossed out because you useless , up all night watching documentaries on old wars wondering how come this world so fucked up but it’s quite obvious we just would rather not seek the truth and hide behind the lies what a pity because we ain’t moving forward at all we falling back into the oppression and the devils is tricking us calling it bliss but what we all miss will kill us in the end because if we don’t grow we vanish among the rest of the robots that they call people so if a nigga wanna do something new I ain’t saying he can’t be he better know his facts before he makes an attack because the tv keeps flashing images of hope and most men fall into the ambush that was set up by a higher being so if you truly want to escape you gotta take control of what you believe in and until then don’t complain no need to explain because the other side don’t care they just take what you say twist it all around and use your words against you so move in secret

You carry around a bag full of broken hearts wear them like badges you won in a war but you aren’t done casting spells yet you won’t be happy until everybody you meet dies in hell, you never really stand still because peace and quiet is the only thing you fear and when people tell you things you don’t want to hear you turn them off like light switches do you even know what real life feels like because whenever I see you , you seem to be running away from something you act like nothing bothers you but who am I to judge more power to you if you can really withstands life’s ills but don’t tell me you know what it’s like to be me because we both walked different paths so don’t ask me what’s wrong when you don’t really care but I ain’t really mad either I just call it like I see it so if you see it different then forgive me because I only got these two eyes and they’ve lied to me before and these conspiracy theories twist my thoughts around so I can’t rely on my thoughts I just gotta go off how I feel if what I feel is a mistake then take everything I said and throw it away maybe one day I’ll outgrow the misery but until then just walk with me you talk at me but never talk to me if whenever I fall back you never come back to come get me you just move along before anybody seen you was even with me so whats that make me feel like inside like I ain’t worth anything and it doesn’t hurt my pride it hurts my heart because that’s the only thing that doesn’t lie to me these days but like I said before I ain’t mad at cha I’m just speaking my half of the story take what I say with a grain of salt you ain’t even gotta like it just please respect it