The Endless Dream

as i sit back in this room with four walls i am thinking about that date that is coming faster then i thought it would be coming i am wondering what that day will be like ? what she be the same will i be the same i don’t care if we aren’t the same i just want things to stay good or at least we are still best friends i dont want to be left behind in the dark or basically what i am trying to say with all this because honestly my mind is a little gone right now hmmm

i hope she still accepts me , i’ll accept her always unless she’s fucking weird like trying to throw me in a dungen then no i would not accept her that would be weird. ahh life is life god has a plan i suppose what can a kid like me do except live and feel like i wanna die everyday pray for me get at me.